am Idiot?

Today work was really uneventful.  All of the work we have left to do is dependent on one thing, and we were waiting on that for most of the morning and some of the afternoon.  So I kinda just sat around for a couple hours.  It was pretty nice.Today I'm thankful that my coworkers were willing to leave for lunch super early.  Today there was a Pokemon Go lunch event for Giratina, so we ate at RTC so I could ditch them and catch one.  Got it on my first try!  The weather was also pretty great.  A little chilly, but super sunny.  It's my favorite weather, because I can enjoy the warmth of the sun without feeling hot.  It also wasn't windy.Tonight I felt a little sad.  I was streaming, and I self deprecating joke.  But someone thought I was being serious.  I'm attempting to put the reason this hurt into words, and I guess it seemed that they thought that I'm stupid.  Although I don't really care about how I portray myself, what other people think of me still matters (?)  It kind of doesn't make sense that I would act like an idiot, and expect people to not think I'm an idiot...